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so i'm STILL in the process of preparing the pix for my PI vacay update. there are A LOT of pix to put up...not to mention the ones i still need to get developedand i still need to get pix from other ppl too. but for now...i'm awake @ 10:00am in the morning....and that is WITHOUT sleep. the wonderful works of jetlag.
on other news: my computer isn't working...idk why...but i'm not at all surprised...for those of u who know me well...i dont have much luck w/ my computer...or w/ any kind of electronic device 4 that matter...
u know what sux?: not havin a job! i need some source of cash flow!!!
back 2 skool: so this whole nursing thing is kinda scaring me...i'm excited n all..but like really really nervous...it just hit me recently that i'm going to be VERY VERY m.i.a. this year...aint that a betch
k..this is all 4 now...i'm g2g find something else to relieve this boredom of mine =P okbye
so i am, by some act of...i dunno..boredom? UPDATING this blogger of mine. why u ask? well, as i just mentioned out of BOREDOM n also b/c i just got back from an awesome vacation n the PI....
this is just an update to say that i will be further updating later on this week, not only w/ WORDS...but also w/ PICK-A-TURES!!! and for those of u who know me well..u kno that i do not update often let alone put up pix...i'm not that computer savvy...so these blogs are seldom n rare =P
okay...update w/ words AND pictures to come soon!!!
which is a very delightful read =) as for me, all i have to say is this: we met jasmine's dad who gave us 2 backstage passes which allowed me to meet some of the idols, but most importanly camile and jasmine. they both saw us during the concert in our green shirts, rasta bands, neon posters and PI flag. cant gett better than that....oh but wait..IT DID. we met jasmine up close again at their tour bus where we took an awesome group pic w/ daryl's camera that jasmine "caressed"...now it can't get better than that...OH BUT WAIT...IT DID..
i went to the chicago AI TOUR too!!..w/ my parents and ading erwin. we sat 7th row (we could see their sweat!!) saw jasmine's dad again. camile waved @ us during her first act, and jasmine yelled MABUHAY...oh daaang. at the end i jumped like crazy for my girl camile (i sound like a loser right now i know) but guess what...UP YOURS..cuz she pointed at me and said "haha...i seee youuu"...boo yah...bam bazookz joe...can it get better than that?...just a lil bit actually...becuuuuz
[ANGELS IN STL]
we went to stl...me steph and jenny all went to stl so i can try out for AI4. i sang bohemian rhapsody- fugee version. i kinda lost my voice from the ai3 concert so i drank lots of tea to help me out. but yeah..i got cut..hahahaha...all good...I'LL MAKE IT SOMEDAY...YOU'LL SEE...YOU'LL ALLLL SEEE" (<-- where's that from?!) while in stl we saw the arch w/ fireworks in the background...which gave jenny SUCH A GREAT FEEEELING!!..hahaha then we also got to chill w/ twan and jz...good times...and good roast beef sandwiches =) here's AI3 related pleasures...i mean pic-a-tures..i mean ..wutever..just look here's us w/ good ol' jasmine's dad tito rudy
rock the rasta
awww..that's my homegurl camile...
and here's homegurl jasmine doin' her thaaang
the autographed photo tito rudy gave us
camile n ading jas n me (i sitll have to scan my pic w/ camile) la toya and jas(they're SHORT) here's us w/ jas at the tour bus =)
here's a cool pic of the ai3 ladies
neolani (jas'sister) and divina (camile's lil siter)...awww i wanna keep them
we begin the drive to st. louis...my road to fame
jenny..."it's such a great feeling!" ...oh effingham drivin into the night the stadium that will bring me fame
gettin ready for bed it's a human blanket...oh the ai experience
that's me...the american idol..how nice of them to make a sign the crowd of ppl that think they stand a chance
twan n john drinking to my misery (i got cut =\) it took a lot to put that smile on all our faces..we were all devastated on twan rooftop OoO..angels disturbing stl from up HIGH...oOo
[being home]
being home has been great. ive been able to spend time w/ my home fries and w/ my familia. too be honest the time apart has been good for me. while u dont exactly stay in touch w/ ppl i've discovered that the friendships that pick up right where they left off are genuine. and a lesson that should always be so easy to learn about relationships and friendhsips has made it's re-apperance as well- some ppl like you, some ppl dont. there are ppl u'll get a long with and there are some u wont. i've decided to as much as possible surround myself with the ones that bring out the best in me. and for the others, i will let them be a test to my character. but man...sometimes ppl make it soo goddaym hard
[nursing]
to make a long frustrating story short- i didnt get in. but before u "aww" and say ur "sorries" just let me say that i think it's for the best. thanx for all ur best wishes and prayers, but in the end this is what was meant to be. i have more time now to "prepare" myself for nursing now. i'll be able to volunteer, do cna, and work over the next year which will make me more ready for next fall than i would have ever been if i were to start NEXT WEEK. so yeah. for the wonder-ers...i'm cool...i'll be a nurse sooner or later...that will also be makin it in HOLLYWOOD =P
[mood] good= i'm done w/ school!! ehh= i don't know where i'll be goin to school
[FYI] WE'RE GOIN ON A BAR CRAWL!! WE'RE GOIN ON A BAR CRAWL!!
[U know wut?] college of nursing can STILL suck it
[note to self] must go home...asap
:::: SOMETHING TO THINK ABOUT ::::
if ur confused...i bet u already know the answer
and u asking for help from others is ur attempt at confirming it
:::: TODAY'S RANDOM ::::
i think we're an ant farm..the human race i mean..and when we least expect it...someone is gonna take a gigantic MAGNIFYING GLASS and watch us squirm!!!! *ahhhh!!!*
:::: SCOREBOARD UPDATE ::::
**sha dood..check my math dude...it's hard keeping track...ppl are sayin stupid shiet like they're racing to be on this thing..hahaha
trying to get into nursin. applied early in october. didnt get in early so waited til april. ended up on waiting list. now i'm waitin again between last week in may until AUGUST!!!. now must decided what to do. should i leave the comforts of U OF I?. should i stay and commute to a small college 30 min off campus so i can still be here? if i do that, is it worth graduating a year later when i know in the back of my mind i could have gone home and finished in 4 years? but then again. i wont be graduating from the school that i wanted. will that even matter? what about my apt? my friends? my stability? my position? what about all the stuff that has been "home" to me. though if i did leave, i would be really home. and that's comforting too. should i take summer school @ home to try in get into the spring nursng programs? that means a semester of being @ home, but i could take classes right? what will the parents think tho? what will other ppl think? will i become the gagni girl that didnt make it @ u of i? but i know it's not like that. my credentials are good. just not enough seats to let me be here. and that sux too. i'm confused and i want an answer. what should i do? i'm afraid to admit. but i'm scared.
here's the million dollar question gagni ARE YOU REALLY LOST?
maybe u know what u have to do..but ur doin everything u can think of to unjustify it
and if that's the case...prepare urself for goodbyes...it's becomin a reality...
well that's all for now...EPROPZ ME YEAH???...hahahaha..
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cheers!
